Emotions Flied

I'm quite in a very bad mood today and I don't know why..... Okay.. Maybe I know why. Why? In school I was already very tired like mad and feel like fainting any time. Never mind bout that but in the night I was abandoned by my dear by going for a birthday party and forgetting bout my existance. That really pisses me off. Fine.. I was getting calm after that but after I browse my friends blog, that even makes me feel alienated. Last 31st of August they went for one of my friend's house for a steamboat dinner. I didn't know anything about it at all and they didn't invited me even my closest friend didn't too! After that they went to Putrajaya and hang around there where i'm totally out of the frame. I feel like i don't know them anymore. What's going to happen to me? Are they going to forget about my existance? Is it really no one to hope for? Or i just should hope myself only? So much question and no answer.